MoNtHs

sigh.. yest mi dad told mi my grandad condition is bcoming worse. he said tat e doc gave him bout 6 to 8 months to leave.. n it alreadi has been 6 months... 4 six months i haf seen him.. suffer... n it was mostly e chi herbs tat kept him going... mi dad told mi tat he has until e end of e month... i feel veri weird... fancy noeing tat someone wun xists on tis world anymore aft a month? wad m i gonna do... i dunno.. if he realli leaves us... wad would happen?! i haf no idea at all... i arent close 2 him at all.. he's juz someone i wish gd morning n gd night.. eveyrdae.. n b4 i eat.. i call out 2 him 2 eat too... tataz all... wad would i do if he leaves? would i cry? i haf been taught since young tat one's death is juz part of life.. n i shouldnt cry.. but would i cry? i dunno... i nva had any immediate family member leaving mi... yet... how would it realli feeel? sigh.. i dunno...
^chErish everyone u haf beside u now.. tell em tat u love em.. b4 itz too late..*