~~im 15~~

yoz~ this is a special special entry~` hehe.. my first entry wen im 15. =) thanks for e presents.. ;) last yr's bdae was during e sars period. usuallli wen i made wishes.. i would wish for e ppl around mi 2 be healthy or tat i would become clever. wen i was young i made wishes like i wanna live with winnie e pooh or i wan 2 haf many many siblings.. hahaz.. but a few yrs ago i gaf up making wishes. but today.. this yr, i felt tat making wishes again. mayb i would try again this yr. itz 0038. till 9th may would be 23 hours plus. i wish tat i would hear him tell mi happy bdae. i wish tat he would b happy. i wish i would know how my heart realli feels. i wish for e ppl around mi 2 be happy and healthy. i wish for my granny to live till she can see mi work. i wish i can be very clever. i wish i can haf a successful career wen i grow up. i wish all the ppl in e world are happy. i wish there is world peace. i wish... i wish all my wishes will come true. ^.^
dunnoz lar.. as much as i feel tat i shld juz gif up, i juz wanna hold on for a lil longer. juz one more dae. maybe a miracle would happen. maybe... itz juz naivity on my part. we'll see what happens ... maybe i'll be here blogging again, on 9th of may. maybe i would be happy tat somehow, i got a happpy bdae greeting. maybe i would juz haf e feeling of giving up. nobody knows what will happen. we'll see tml. ^^holding on^^
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