^argh! stupid comp. din save. my long blog. now muz repost.^

times flies.. itz already e 3rd week of term 3. life in sec 3, has been pretty fine. quite gd i would sae. Photo taking 2dae was cool. Cant wait 2 see e picz.. Civics 2dae was uber fun.. with e truth n dare. Though I was asked 2 do 5 jumping jacks follow by 3 round of spinning and a act-cute pose at e end.. all tat imp’s idea.. it was fun. Saw how joseph kissed faqeh  he was damm unwilling. Lolx! And how imp ran round e whole klas 2 catch zhi heng 2 kiss.. and how we were all capturing joeseph n zhi heng being kissed.. everything was damm farnie.. =D
n i would sae tt i haf adapted 2 e lifestyle, and ive changed a lil. in the past, i wake up feeling damm tired and would definitely make mi wnana plop back 2 slp. life was alwaes a boring routine. nva liked life. found tat it suks. howeveR... i would sae tt life for mi is pretty different now. Though waking up every morning is as difficult as before.. but wadeva ideas of going back to sleep would instantly disappear at the tot of seeing him. Life was no longer e same old one again. I can nva know wad would happen in klas. I would long to go 2 sch, cuz I can see him again. I can hear his irritating-to-many voice. I can see his hated-by-many face. =| there maybe a big joke bout him tt dae. There may b something he does tt cheers mi up. Or at times, something tt he does tt upsets mi. but all these, unknown 2 him. But im pretty satisfied at how things r. this wae.. I can face him easily. There are no hard feelings. And we stil can b frenz.. ( though im nt sure if we’re even frenz ).. but I sure can sae I like sch now. I like going to sch. Sch seems fun suddenly.

Though I do think I like him.. sometimes feelings can be so strong. Yet wen times I see him wit e other gurls, they juz seem 2 disappear.. I dun even know if I truly like him at some pt of time.. during e reading period in klas 2dae, it was raining v heavily.. I was looking at e rain. I realised I like staring into space nowadaes. Im now interested in looking at things ive nva bothered wit b4. the rain seemed so beautiful at tt time. Each single droplet of rain, so clear so pure. If onli my feelings were as clear as tt, I wouldn’t feel tt im in a turmoil now..

My fren haf told mi much bad stuff bout him.. words tat degraded him are no longer unfamiliar. Bt I am not caring wad she is saeing. Though I tried my best 2 believe tt he is tat bad.. it doesn’t get into mi. IF you are reading this.. I like him for who he is.. not how u think he is. I ain asking u 2 like him anywae..

Whew.. this Is long. But I feel much betta. And I wanna thank e one who calls mi PC [u know who u r ;)]for hearing all my problems all these times. If you’re reading it. Though sometimes u might nt understand.. im stil glad haf u 2 tok 2..Frenz forevA~!