i cant believe im stil wide awake, and even though i had barely 3 hrs of sleep last night. i juz dun feel like sleeping. since yest, if i had any free time, i would immediately think of wad we chatted bout. i dunno y, i dun feel jealous bout all he said.. i juz feel that there is a big lemon in mi.. u know.. like e sour sour, stomach turning emselve inside out feeling? e feeeling tt soon ill float and my feet would b in e air and my hands would b supporting mi 2 "stand"?? e feeling of emptyness.. like suddenly onli my skin is left there.. den inside hollow hollow de? i hate this feeling. it so terribly suk.
i think i am falling for sumone new. i dunno. sumhow i wish tt'z true. i dun care. juz let mi fall in love wit sumone else.sumone other den him!! i juz wanna get him outta my mind, no matter hw much it would take.
im hurting inside....deep down. like how my head hurtz.. :'(