mu is hard 2 play.. -.- i juz cant seem to understand.. aft so long im onli at level 7? >.< suddenly gb seems so nice again.. at least there are instructions around.. hahaz.. bt nt 2 bad la.. juz now got chor boon n kel help so can manage. but ive had enuff of it for it. e graphics damm bright. my eyes hurts.
i need alot of rest now.. very tired. slept late last night.. and even wen i was lying there.. i took like one hour 2 fall asleep. haha.. den 2dae go school so tired.. =0 sch was crap 2dae. =.= i failed my hist test.. damm. 2 think i studied. studied n fail. by one mark. argh..
and i cant stand tt james wee. i realli have had enuff him. he thinks he is so successful in his research of students behavior. but in actual fact.. he's bad at it. totalli crappig about it. y? cuz he thinks tt one whole grp.... have done our compo and refuse 2 pass up 2 him? isnt tt ridiculous? i guess he doesnt realise tt we all juz cant b bothered 2 do =.= doesnt e latter make more sense?..
but recess was fun. mr oh's bdae 2dae.. so we seniors bought a cake [thnx cheryl] and it was fun seeing his im-so-touched face and smacking e cake in his face^^.. happy birthday mr oh!! :p hope next year we can have a betta planned event :p
ipw proj was crap. i dunno wadz wrong with anything but e klas suddenly seemed 2 b in e mood to pinpoint tt everything was wrong.. hahaz.. n joanna wuz like trying her best 2 debate back? it was amusing and ... cold sweatening.. [if there's such a word]
and there was a new klas pet this morning. a giant grasshopper. it scared e hell out of mi during itz first flight this morning. n it realli scared e hell outta joseph. actualli i think he's quite ke lian. like all of us keep picking at him. but seriously.. joseph.. if u're reading this.. i noe u wun.. i do treat u as my fren. in fact... one of my gd fren. if not i wouldnt alwaes ask u 2 join my grp during any proj work..neither would i tok 2 u... and i also wun pick up ur phone calls if u arent my fren.. and w/o u.. e klas wouldnt be fun.. u're part of 3e5. dun look down on urself :)
e emaths test. studies like shiet for it. it was pretty ok lar.. e first ques toook like 1/2 hr.. =.= i got panic att again.. n i was v dao mei. first my foolscap wasnt with mi.. den had 2 ask chor for it during 2 test. den my pen ink finish.. muz change refill during e time-nt-enuff test. den my liquid also ran out.. n e thing is tt wen i ask imp for it.. he tot i asked him how 2 do qn 1.. den he keep saing i dunno.. hahahz.. blur siahz he.. but e rest of e ques were rather ok lar.. sum more tricky.. bt heng i could finish in time. realli had 2 chiong manz.. ttz bout all. im tired. i wanna sleep. n there's chem test n phys test tml. n i muz finish my ying yong wen. betta not forget again man... later 1 week detention. =.= oh.. i think im gonna get my phys test back tml. pls dun let mi haf below 60%.. i dun wanna go detention ^.^

hmm.. my fren sent mi this v v long email. inside alot of chi. chi stories. i decided 2 read one per dae. 2dae's one is realli nice. itz v sweet..mayb u see e length dun wanna read.. den i think itz a big pity lor. try reading ba.. my chi so sark also read.. :D

浪漫

>>>> 老公是學理科的，當初喜歡他，是因為他的穩重，依靠在他的肩上有暖暖> >的踏實，三年的戀愛，兩年的婚姻，而我已倦了。當初的喜歡，現在倦他的根源，> >我是個感性的小女人，敏感細膩，渴望浪漫，如孩提時代渴望美麗的糖果。而他，> 卻天性不善於製造浪漫，木獨到讓我感受不到愛的氣息。>>>> 某天，終於鼓起勇氣說：我們分開吧。他問：為什麼？我說：倦了，就不> 需要理由了。那個晚上，他只抽煙不說話。>>>> 我的心越來越涼，連挽留都不會表達的男人，他能給我什麼樣的快樂？他> 說：怎麼做你才可以改變？> 人說秉性難改，我想我已經不對他抱什麼希望了。望著他的眼睛，我慢慢> >地說：回答一個問題，如果你能答到我心裏就可以，比如我非常喜歡懸崖上的一朵> 花，而你去摘的結果是百分之百的死亡，你會不會摘給我？> 他說：明天早晨告訴你答案好嗎？我的心灰下去。> 早晨醒來，他已經不在，只有一張寫滿字的紙壓在溫熱的牛奶杯子下。>>>> 第一行，就讓我涼透了。>>>> 親愛的，我不會去摘，但請容許我陳述不去摘的理由：你只會用電腦打> >字，卻總把程式弄得一塌糊塗，然後對著鍵盤哭，我要留著手指給你整理程式；你出> >門總是忘記帶鑰匙，我要留著雙腳跑回來給你開門；酷愛旅遊的你在自己的城市裏> >都常常迷路，我要留著眼睛給你帶路；每月「老朋友」光臨時你總是全身冰涼，還> >肚子疼，我要留著掌心溫暖你的小腹；你不愛出門，我擔心你會患上自閉症，留著> >嘴巴驅趕你的寂寞；你總是盯著電腦，眼睛給糟蹋得不太好了，我要好好活著，等> >你老了，給你修剪指甲，幫你拔掉讓你懊惱得白髮，拉著你的手，在海邊享受美好> >的陽光和柔軟的沙灘，告訴你一朵花的顏色，像你青春的臉......所以，在我不能> 確定有人比我更愛你以前我不想去摘那朵花......>>>> 我的淚滴在紙上，開成晶瑩的花朵，抹淨淚，繼續往下看：親愛的，如果> >你已經看完了，答案還讓你滿意，請你開門吧，我正站在門外，手裏提著你喜歡吃> >的鮮奶麵包......拉開門，我看見他的臉，緊張得像個孩子，只會把捏著麵包的手> >在我眼前晃晃。是的，是的，我確定，沒人比他更愛我，所以我不想要那朵花。>>>> 這就是愛情或者生活，被幸福平靜包圍時，一些平凡的愛意，總被渴望激> >情浪漫的心靈忽略，愛在他因你而起的許多個微小不足道的動作裏，從來就沒有固> >定的模式，只要愛，可以是任何一種平淡無奇的形式。花朵、浪漫，不過是浮在生> 活表面的淺淺點綴，它們的下面才是我們的生活。

^When you love someone, you give everything without thinking twice, you deny the truth, you believe in lies, you cry over things that hurts you, but still stay and say "I'm O.K."^