Saturday, September 18, 2004

red angry
mayb a lil blue
itz over
i wun initiate 2 tok 2 u again
dun ask mi why
mayb ttz whad u wan
mayb u wan mi outta ur life
mayb u detest mi
mayb u r irritated by mi
i dun noe
n i wun noe
if u wun sae
4 mi
i wanna tok 2 u.. 4eva
bt theres no 4eva
i wan u 2b my fren
bt we ain frenz
i wanna see e sweet side of u
bt we arent tt close
i wanna laugh wit u at a joke
bt i cant wit tears in my eyes
i wanna tell uu how i feel
bt i fear rejection
i wanna cheer u on wadeva u do
but u dun wan mi 2
i wanna smile whn i see u smiling
but im nt y u are smiling
i wanna miss u
bt u're missing sum1 else
i wanna like u
bt it hurts too much.
to this point when i cant breathe anymore.
mayb this marks the end of everything.
itz e final straw.
-i gif up-