long week. finished 7 papers. none was realli easy. pretty easy - 2dae's emaths p2. thoough time wasnt rilly enuff. average was e geog p2 & chi paper 2. hard was eng. very hard = physics.a maths.social studies. i dun think ill realli do well this time... although i did study for e papers. sum papers i realli tried 2 focus n study... sum of e papers, was kinda distracted b4hand. but since itz over... so also cannot turn back time. i like to study.. sumtimes. woah.. i cant believe i actualli type tt.. i like to study :S mayb 2 many.. i mean all.. it may seem weird. but i like being under stress. den i will study n feel useful. at least im doing smth tt will benefit mi. but wen i study, i wish i can do smth else. however wen i got free time.. like now. i get realli bored. like... no kick x= haha..u noe wen u study v hard. den lyk u noe more things. den mayb ppl ask u thing u noe or u can solve a difficult sum solve sumwhere.. e feeling is shiok... very nice. alot of satisfication. -.- im weird. i admit.
slacked 2dae aft e paper.. still slackin now. i dun feeel like studying. i feel lazy n blue. though i sae tt i do not like him anymore.. smhow.. itz hard 2 let go totally. is this e beginning or the end? or the end of e beginning or the beginning of the end? i dun noe.. mayb i do not like him alreadi... but stil v fond of seeing him around.. hearing his crap n nonsense i guess. i wish we were closer frenz X.X i miss him.jerk =)
recently ive realise smth. i lyk 2 tok 2 myself.. nono. i dun mean i like/enjoy doing it. bt itz becoming a bad habit. dunno why. smtimes i juz find myself toking 2 mayself.. hahaz.. like saying my thoughts out loud. gotta b careful man..
n im getting v sleepy v easily. i wish i can juz sleep n sleep. n sleep. hmmm... i think im gonna spend sum time of my holidays sleeping. sum time 2 myself. ^.^ wit e bed.. yay. i cant fer tt. e tot of tt makes mi wanna sleep now. dang .. my hair's stil wet. these r times wen i hate my hair.. so in e wae.. dry dry dry!! den i can go sleep =) sleeping is good.. i like 2 sleep. cuz wen i wake up. i wun feel all e unhappy feelings tt i feel b4 i sleep. iit would seem like a new beginning.
yest a few of us went to eastpoint.. went 2 pet safari n saw this schnauzer. it was realli cute.. all my childhood dreams of having a doog came flowing back. mayb ill haf a dog. but even if my parents allow. itz gonna b rather costly. thus i think ill surf around e net.. look 4 info.. get more idea of how izzit lyk 2 haf a dawg first. cuz like i dun realli noe of anyone who lives in a hdb flat who isnt very rich and dun haf a maid having a dog -.- in my flat.. itz onli houses wit maids who own dogs. would it b v troublesum? muz think thru carefully.
But if i ever can have a dog.. it would b a very small dog. those tiny dogs.. tt wun grow big in size one. any colour is fine.. n it shouldnt haf alot of hair... those furry furry ones r sure nice 2 look at.. but i dun think i can tahan it.. hmmm... mayb getting adog ain so impossible aft all. IF i start saving now =)
typed alot.. wanna type more. bt my eyes r shutting. tym 2 go off 2 drimland. will wr8 more 2night.. gud nite.