my pocket has a big hole now. itz tym 2 start saving decently if i wan a new bed by next yr. bin flipin thru e ikea catalouge, saw one design which is kinda cool. which would gimme lotsa space in my room, but on second thought, if i buy tt i cant sleep by e window, n i wanna sleep by e window. ^.^ thus mayb ill settle for e one i saw at courts 2 other tym with e rest of em. but it costs like a close 600 buckz. haha.. n i dun think my parents would pay e whole cost for mi, cuz my bed's in a gr8 condition. in fact it was juz a want.. a total want.. hahaz. but, why not, i dun mind saving my hearts out 2 spoil myself wit a new bed =)
back 2 dae.. boought 1 pair of flip flops n 1 pair of heels. haha.. was actualli looking for a pair of colourful one. but there wasnt any tt i realli like.den i saw this design, kinda simpple yet.. attractive. haha. n i chose pink! e colours were all v nice. pastel blue, pink, purple. red. black. n i chose PINK. gawd.. im becoming gurly i think. >.< my brudder was like, " U bought pink!? ".. lyk hello, sg ain snowing.. no need so shock rite, hahaz. but i also v shocked myself. but heck.. lemme pamper myself. =p
wanted 2 buy a wallet too.. den couldnt see any tt i die hard wanted. actuall isaw one myuk wallet. kinda similar to xinyi one. quite cool n hip, but din realli realli like it.. so it remained on display. x.X
u noe.. there's a million n one things bursting in my head tt i wanna sae now. but i dunno where 2 start. tug caught mi off guard. got mi blabbering out all my doubts. sumhow i wish i din poke my nose around so much. sumhow i wish she din tell mi. mayb then i wouldnt feel so, inferior? jealous? i dun noe..
i felt a pang of loneliness last night. sumhow i wish i can go 2 sleep noeing tt e person i miss so dearly was missing mi too. sumhow i wish i could text him gd night b4 i go off to sleep, even if it was juz like for a fren. hah.. but like wad mr oh like 2 sae, yi xiang tian kai.
If I scream, will you hear me? If I wave, will you see me? If I wish — will you love me?
i guess mayb ttz y jov goes around asking for no-strings-attached one dae dates. mayb cos he felt alone n cold too. hmm... -deep in tots-