Wednesday, December 01, 2004

first sg idol - taufik batisah
haiz.. sly din win. taufik won instead.. sumhow feel kinda wasted. i wish was sly said came true.. if they could juz keep on singing foreva.. both of em. man.. this feels kinda bad. mayb it would sink in if i keep repeating 2 myself [first sg idol - taufik batisah][first sg idol - taufik batisah][first sg idol - taufik batisah]..
been sick e past 3 daes. cooped up at home using e comp.. watching tv. n taking sum medicine.. n i slept alot.. yet my head's still spinning. im going overseas soon!! wee.. actualli i go tehre also do nth much. juz tt i alwaes look forward to this tym of e yr.. where i'll b freezing in sum part of china. where i wun b called back to sch for meetings/ccas/lessons. when i can juz lie down and watch 20 cents vcds all dae. when i can haf a garden of my own. when i can climb stairs in my own home. haha. itz often this time of e yr when i haf all e time to myself. i can sort things out clearly. hmm.. this yr im going there still lost, dunno wad i wan in my life. this tym im gonna go tehre n think wad and who i realli wan in my life =)