first week of 2005. it went fairly well. let's juz sae, it sapped all e energy i had and i came home each dae totalli dead beat. home room feels kinda fun~ all e walking around during periods n watching all of us carry so many books at one go. but im darn bored at sitting in groups. suddenly der was v lil privacy.. i oculdnt think alone anymore. tehre were all kinds of grp formation in every class.. i kinda wish one teacher would b too lazy 2 arrange us into grps n let us sit alone =x i guess im juz v not use 2 this huh.. and at e first dae of sch i was damm pissed tt i got niu lao shi instead of lao da. n i was like dam fed up ucz i did 80% of e chi jian bao n review lioax.. den get a teacher who wun realli mark. den 2daes later we realised we got lao da back. so nice. buddun muz star worrying.. havent finished e work!! lol. life's complicated.
and we got alot of hods.. mr yong isnt teaching us anymore =( n miss leong is realli "dropped".. we got mrs chao for both maths.. actualli her teaching not bad la.. stiol can understand. but v boring lei.. she like not realli joke wit e class. n i got mdm audra for eng. oh man.. her eng standard damm high. kinda scary for ppl w bad eng standards.. =x den ss is miss yat teach n hist is mrs verma.. actualli i think mrs verma first impression bnot bad lei.. but well.. itz first impression. who noes wad happenes later.. ^.^
den there as e orientation. kinda lotsa rough patches during e first dae. den 2nd dae wasnt too bad. 3rd dae was v smooth runing la.. n e bbq was.. average i guess. it ended too earli .like e sec 1s juz bcomeing high den end le.. mayb next yr can longer eh? =)
den everydae i din get home b4 7 lor.. was damm tired. slept for 12 hrs plus fri night. it felt like heavne 2 b able 2 sleep so long for e first time in week. so nice. i wish everydae was liddat.
budden though now sec 4 le.. doesnt feel like sec 4 lei.. kinda stil in holiday mood lar... i wish we had longer holidays =x
and right at e tart of this yr... thigns n ppl around mi realli change i guess. suddenly i juz dunno wad everybody was doing le.. like realli drifted apart.. =(
n i wus thinking, was it a wrong decision tt i made? suddenly i wish i can turn back time. even if itz possible, mayb i might b undeciuded again. n suddenly.. wad i realli wanted seems 2 b drawing nearer n nearer.. yet i bcame afraid n pushed it awae? i dunno wadz wrong wit mi. mayb all along i juz enjoyed e challenge of getting wad i wan?? geez.. this tot sounds scary. sumtimes i wish we're abck to those sec 2 daes.. wen everything was simple.. if onli time n people including us not change, that would b nice.