Tuesday, February 01, 2005

hah.. how surprising 4 me 2 update on a weekdae, where i shld b like suffering from exhaustion n lotsa hw. but somehow 2dae.. my mind seems totalli blank. i dunno.. things have certainly changed. n i muz sae i realli dun noe how 2 cope with change.
sure.. i started e email thing.. and im e one who's ending it too.. =( i should haf kept myself out of it.. but once again i wwent against wad i promised myself.. reading those texts.. it realli wasnt easy. i din noe wad i shld do.. be selfish n keep him by my side? or juz let go? i realli dunnoe. each time i think bout it.. tears will onli pool in my eyes. useless me =(
while watching tv juz now, i felt tt e jk ma was rite. love is like wandering into e woods.. sumwhere where we dun noe wad we'll met / see. sum ppl will juz fall head over heels in love wit e first tree they see. sum will serach non stop for tt one tree, but in e end they onli end up wlaking out of e woods being alone..
i wish ppl who've found their trees will treasure it. n for those who're stil searching.. mayb listen 2 their hearts? mayb the tree u're looking for is juz right b4 u