ahh.. i feel refreshed! had like 12 hrs plus of sleep.. though not very deep, keep waking up in between, but i feel much betta den yesterdae. e starain is in my throat, muscles aching, and i think my face is gonna peel soon =x yucks.. im BURNT
mentally i feel so drained. i have so much hw..plus e balloon dae is like ^@$^@. and i feel so tired having 2 keep things going. i juz feel like giving up on everything. i wish i can juz go overseas now n have sum fun (=
e only thing that keeps mi going now is e memories of tt dae. no matter how bad thigns r, juz thinking back on those fond memories nva fails 2 bring a smile on my face.
im addicted. 2 holding hands. sumhow no matter how tired or stressed up, holding his hands would give me a warm n fuzzy feeling. it feels realli nice. i pray n hope that e memory of e feeling of his hand in mine will nva disappear, i dun wan it to.
when young, i've alwaes wondered why all e puzzle pieces wun fit but jux one would. sumhow its heartwarming wen i finally find e right piece to fix next 2 e other.
rite now i feel like im doing like a 10 000 piece puzzle. i'm juz aimlessly looking for a puzzle piece that will fit into e one im holding one.