Wednesday, May 18, 2005

finally its OVER!
no more common tests! :)

but i feel down. not really upset la. juz kinda blue.
1. i din noe a few e maths qn. and i din haf enuff time. and i din do wad mrs chao told me 2 do if not i could haf gotten e ans for e ematchstick qn! shoot me =(
2. i really really flunked my chi lar. ok.. i din really really mug like my whole damm best for it. but well, i dunno la. wen i sit in my dad's car n really look at e papers, e results kinda disappointing.
i cant even get like 18 or 20 for my listening. i onli got 14. im so deaf or cant understand chinese.
and i cant pass my ying yong wen for nuts. i got 9/20?! wtf. aft those practices lao da gave i nva fail b4 n now i fail my ying yong wen. wen its like e onli last exam b4 e o's. damm/
and e compo which i felt so proud of aft writing it looks like crap to me. its like so freaking full of wrong words. even simple words like nu li e nu also write wrong.
and i failed e paper 2 so badly cuz i din learn my tian xie and zao ju hard enuff. e rest was cuz i din haf skills, cant b blamed la.
but overall i feel so screwed. e o's is in 12 more daes n im getting such results. =(
3. im sick. darn my brother. it mus b him who passed it 2 mi. now i cant stop coughing and sumwhere in my body system thigns are getiing haywired.

life's a bitch.

BUT

i must look on e bright side of life.

now im gonna bath. relax. and sleep.
e common tests are over. no pt dwelling on em.
tml onwards and e 11 days to come i will study hard for my chinese.
i must. i can. i will. =)
for 11 days i will try not 2 go out or play or waste time doing nth.