ive nva felt so bad b4 in my whole life, i think.
first day of school.
got there late
first thing i saw in e den was a whole board full of instructions.. i tot it would only b a one liner or two. AND i only knew tt i need 2 make a speech from e board. i tot william was jk =x
had 2 make a speech in front of e whole school population, and i only saw e speech 10 mins b4 i went up stage. thank god cheryl darling was willing 2 go along with me =) -muacks
and aft tt i was suppose 2 brief 4 classes bout tml's photoshoot. and i was left tehre with a mike n no info at all!!!!!! oh man.. i feel so damm screwed up. i guess mr oh was kinda pissed at me la =(
CAN WILLIAM COME BACK?????? i feel handicapped without him man!
and i realised tt i have chi o levels orals this friday! THIS FREAKING FRIDAY. and i havent spoken a complete full sentence of cheena words for, months. or maybe its just a month.
and.. i juz got an sms from sum1.. i dunno who tt i have to go for mj choir audition this thursday!!!! at 6.30pm? actually i dun really wanna go already, but den if i like dat sae i dun wan.. like making a bad impression of myself right. so bo bian lor. go lor. probably embarass myself again la =( haiz!!!
and i dunno if it was cramps or gastric. but i keep having e crapppy pain. dammit.
and u noe.. i probably can complain till e cows go home. i juz feel so rotten =(

but nvm.. listening 2 e "liu sin sen lin yu" that qh send mi again n again makes mi feel much betta =) dnno la.. this song has a v nice feeling to it. like v motivational =p i like it alot!
on e brihgter side.. irealsied 2 dae tt mr toh is actually v ery nice. like my whole impression of him change man.. for e very much better la. like everything he said, wow, so inspiring. can see he tries v hard to like lighten e class spirit man.
and u noe wad touched me e most, when he showed us a picture of his wife and his daughter, and he said " you're looking at the two most beautiful woman in the world"... suddenly i can see him with white feathery wings and a hola on his head man.
den he showed us a photo of his family who went with him 2 redang la, den he said this tt left mi truly impress.. " its not about my life, its about e difference i can make to the people around me".

27062005 as i wrote down 2dae's date on all e ws i recalled eveyrthing tt happened in e past 3 months. amazing how time flies. but it doesnt really matter to me anymore la.. i guess e relationship is no longer a priority 2 me. perhaps if 5 months later, aft all e prelims n O's and we still have feelings for one another den we'll talk bout it again. =)