Wednesday, July 06, 2005

i feel so bloody rotten today. i dunno. im juz pissed at everything n anything.
i think im sick. but i wun see e doctor anyway.
i broke 3 test tubes in class today. burnt myself. got nerve wrecked. how exciting. juz added to e long list of reasons why i hate chemistry practicals.
i din noe how 2 do so many questions in my phys test. how stupid of me. =( i wished i studied harder and din get my facts mixed up.
i wish my dad will stop askig mi 2 moniter my bro's hw. juz beczuse he din do his hw n his teacher called to gif him e final warning it doesnt haf anything to do with me. its his fucking homework, he's ruining his fucking future. its none of my business. i dun really care what happens to him anyway.
i hate myself for sleeping in class, but i cnat hel it. i juz feel so energyless n my eyes juz keep closing itself. sum1 teach me how 2 wake up??
i hate her. if der are 5 letters for me 2 call her, it would b b,c,h,i,t. i put it in alphabetical order. unscramble them urself. ure an idiot if u cant fig it out. i wish u would stop irritating me. what i do is my bizz. itz my life. get ur fucking nose out of it.
i dun noe why i keep doing things, even if i noe they're wrong n i shouldnt do them. haiz
i want to talk to sum1. but i dunno who to talk to. =(
but at least im glad tug is online now, so we're talking bout nth. kinda lighten my spirits. at east there's sum1 to hear my blabberings.