Friday, July 15, 2005

If you have problems in your relationships, try and fix them. Dont pretend its okay. Dont push your girls away, if they are everything to you. Maybe they are the best things for you.Listen to them, Treat them like princesses, go outof your way once in a while for them, take care of them when they are sad, and dont let go.
saw this online. tot tt it realli makes sense. to all e guys reading this, make sure u understand whad it truly means =p girls too!

im really tired. i decided to blog in pt form.

  1. racial harmony celebration today. 4i - racially harmonious & sextually confused. rolland shengyuan joel n imran haf realli nice bods. except mayb a bit flat, nobody brought extra bras =x but our class looks nice on e overall la, most ppl wore smth different. my kebaya was nice [ a million thanks to shahidah!!!]. very blue, i like e design on it. but omg, e skirt thing is v tight! so bloody hard to walk around, summore e weather so hot. feels like hell.
  2. took like a million of fotos today. everybody who took fotos send me okae????
  3. tml there's proj-teens fotoshoot. haha. isnt it cool. first we had a committee overnight stay. then a surprising yet heart warming "farewell" party thing. now we haf a photoshoot!!! damm cool right. =D i must go rest my cheeks now. tml gonna smile more! i love u guys man!
  4. 4i is in e maths pyramid game finals. i felt like i got shot when saravanan said tt. and he had to repeat it. i mean, a score of 8/14 isnt exactly v excellent. how e heck we got in i dunno. and now im damm scare. HOW in e world am i gonna team with Gao Yuan and play tt damm game for 1and a half min, in front of e whole sec 3 and 4 cohort during assembly. sumbody tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. damm. i think i betta start practising not to curse wen im panicking. or mayb i'll juz sae faqeh's name. hahas. but im damm scareddd... but nvm. i think it would b a gd experience. oh man. we gonna compete against 4e 4r and 4v i think. like walau. we're e class tts e worse in standards la. but u noe, i haf this dream.. i hope gaoyuan and me can win e damm thing. mayb its funny la, but i think it would be damm good if we can do it. like e choir aiming for honours gold. just go all out for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
  5. today is a self-declared holiday. im not even unpacking my bag. =p
  6. ive been thinking alot bout him n me.but aft thinking so much, i still realise tt i realli dun dare to be related to him any way more den frens. i guess im really selfish. but ive learnt tt e person who can love u most is urself. perhaps sumtimes i wish tt he is mine, but knowing myself, i'll probably start having expections of him. and if he doesnt do them i'll probably b upset. sumtimes nowadays i feel happier, at least wen he doesnt bother or smth, i still can tell myself tt he doesnt need to,cuz we're jus frens. sumhow its biter sweet la.
  7. but im afraid, if this goes on, it probably wun b long b4 we'll both b drifting apart. i really dun want that to happen. and im scare i might b slipping away unknowingly. would it happen? seriously i've nva felt more insercurity b4, there's girls around him. guys around me. what if one of us haf a change of heart? ok i think im spouting nonsense. alright i am.
  8. im glad i gave kenneth a piece of advice tt he found helpful and of use. =) treasure her. dun limit ur choices to wad u can do. if u dun wanna let go, dun let go k. all e best! u haf my moral support all e way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  9. im damm tired. my eyes are closing.
  10. i slept during chi listening today. its like e o levels????!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?! i cant believe it. e guy/girls voice seem to hypnotise me or smth. my eyes juz couldnt open. i so hate myself =(
  11. melvin's gonna tell her tonight. ramesh is right, ' there's no tomorrow ' treaasure everyone around u n nva b afraid to tell them wad u feel! =) good luck monkey. hope i'll hear gd news frm u tml k. keep going!!! retarded "yeah!"
  12. its mid july already. how fast. i think time is realli gonna fly and we'll probably b graduating soon =(
  13. choir is learning a new song. it looks cool. i wanna leeeeeeeeeeeearn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  14. i had a dream last night. i was so happy. they were like boy. boy-girl[twins]. and a girl. and i was living in this penthouse by e beach which was so nice. with a mini schnauzer and a loving husband. its like e happiest dream i've had for a loong long time. i wanna dream bout it again tonight. i wish i can.
  15. im gonna read e book i borrowed centuries ago. and then sleep early. damm early. =) good night. enjoy ur weekends ppl!

-pls send me wadeva photos we took today k. thanks.-