-im gonna TRY to type this entry in full and complete sentences, with all my words spelt all in full.-

It has been a few days since i've updated. i was busy the past few days and thus did not have much time to update. life is pretty good, considering the fact that i did not commit any heinous(sp?) crimes nor flunked any tests. =)

However, i do have some maths worksheets piling up and a handful of concepts which i'm not really sure about. =i need to clarify my doubts with Mrs. Chao as soon as possible=

Our class received our Physics Electromagnetic Induction test paper and the Chemistry Electrolysis test paper back. i did not really do very well for both topics thus i think i still lack the practice regarding these chapters. But i'm not giving up yet because im going to work even harder for the upcoming Geograpy test on Tourism [27072005] and Physics test on Introductory Electronics [28072005]. In addition, there will also be a Chinese test and a Chemistry test on air and water on the 2nd of August.

There was photo-taking sessions for the class and CCAs last Tuesday. i had alot of fun taking the class photo but sumhow during the choir photo-taking i felt kind of left all. I don't know. Perhaps i've never made the effort to fit in but it certainly felt strange to be back in the A.V.T. again. I do miss the choir, but being back there just felt so out of place for me. =(

Tomorrow will be the Amazing Race that Shuyu, Shermaine Jovin and me signed up. i really hope that it will be fun so that i can treat it as a good break from so many days of studying. Furthermore, I am not planning to study today other than completing my homework so it is a self-declared holiday in some way. =)
I hope by sunday i will be rejuvernated enough to start the brand new week! =)

i stumbled upon a text at darius website. it is entitled meaningful i think. In my opinion it is very true. perhaps we should all close our eyes and really reflect upon who our friends and loved one truly are and if we've neglected them in our busy course of life =)

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry?
When we imagine? When we kiss?
This is because the most beautiful thing in the world is unseen.
We are all a little weid and life's a little weird and when we
find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours,
we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and all it love.

There are things that we never want to let go of,
people we never want to leave behind,
but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world,
it's the beginning of a new life.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt,
those who have searched and those who have tried.
for only they can appreciate the importance of the people
who have touched their lives.

A great love?
It's when you shed tears and still you care for him,
it's when he ignores you and still you long for him.
It's when he begins to love another and yet you still smile
and say I'm happy for you.

If love fails, set yourself free,
let your heart spread its wings ang fly again.
Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies,
you neber have to die with it.

the strongest people are not those who always win, but
those who stand back up when they fall.
Somehow along the cuorse of life,
you learn about yourself and realize there should nebver be regrets.
only a life long appreciation of the choices you've made.

A true friend understands when you say, I forgot,
waits forever when you say, just a minute,
stays when you knock and says can I come in?

Loving is not how you foget but how you forgive,
not how to you listen but how you understand,
noy what you see but how you feel,
and not how you let go but how you hold on.

It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather that outwardly.
Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever.
In love, very rarely do we win but when love is true,
even if you lose, you still win just for having the
tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself.

There comes a itme whe we have to stop loving
someone not because that person has stopped loving us
but because wi have found out that they'd e happier if we let go.
It's best to wait for the one you want
than settle for the one that's available.

Best to wait for th one you love than one who is around.
Best to wait for the right one because life is too short to
waste on just someone.

Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who
hurts you most, and sometimes the friend who takes
you into his arm and cries when you cry, turns out to be
the love you never knew you wanted...