Tuesday, August 09, 2005

happy 40th birthday singapore!!!!
so fast, rmb 3 yrs ago, i was with 700 over others being part of the big show. act 3 and the finale. seeing everything again, i really miss the sweet memories i had. those lightsticks we smuggled are still hanging at my window. those green and shiny costumes we wore are nicely folded on top of my shelf. e music we marched to plays clearly in my head. i rmb those bottle caps we tossed around, the boxes of kfc which became our meals, mr cheong n his monotonous couting, the bus 8 ppl, the jokes we shared, the cai quans we played, e hairstylists who were extrememly generous with hairsprays n pins, the stuffy times we had at gate 7, the shh ing during e act before ours. i cant beelieve all these happened 3 yrs ago. time passes so quickly? seeing e fireworks made mi realli jealous, i wished i was there again. playin with wei jian n julian with e stupid dance =( i realli miss ndp'2002.

the teacher's day auditions went very well, despite sum hiccups here and there. i felt so proud of 4 integrity!!! all the hardwork, time and effort the class put in did not go to waste after all! =) we rock!! i love u guys!

the maths pyramid game did not go so well after all. we did not prepare well on our parts [which explain why we were so shocked n i went red when we knew the first topic was matrices]. the opponents were very good, 4r especially. they really deserved to win man.. they would like think on the same track?!? totally amazing.

national day celebrations totally rocks man! e jumble sale was alright.. but e concert was like the bets i've ever seen in the world. the teachers were totally unbelievable. hahas. that's what chairty can do to people, or perhpas wad people are willing to do for chairity. i think e teacher's shld b applaused for their hard work being able to put up such a fabuous concert despite having to teach us during sch time. hahas.
after that 4s played against 4u in a basketball match, it was kinda nice to watch. havent watched one in ages. hahas. i wun elaborate.

i feel really good now, after thrashing everything out with him. perhaps we shld haf had tt conversation long ago, but well, better late then never. today i went to e temple to pray to my grandpa. i kinda talked to him, i probably din noe if he wuold be listening, but at least i could say wadeva i felt. i told him bout him.. and i asked if i could trust him again. im glad i did, cuz now i noe. its really time to move on and forget everything tt has happen b4. everyone deserves a second chance. jus rmb.. im not giving up, even if u ever do. =)