today has been a rather weird day. cos e whole dya felt like eo levels time. even qh said so when we were moving frm place to place to find sumwhere big n cosy. :p but it sure was nice to hang out with them,, to talk cock while studying. makes e studying less boring n more fun . n i guess we'll also quite kanchiong abt our work. cos halfway one of us would like "eh focus. study study" haha.

darn it everything feels like e o's. okie except tt qh is using a laptop to do his work instead of using fruity smeeling highlighters? :p and tt we get to use e laptop table cos well, our fren is using a laptop isnt it =)

i feel very frightened. somehow its all happening too quicklly. e distance that we've kept between us seems to haf diminished overnight. e hurt we've been thru seem to haf dissappeared too.

ive tried so hard to keep myself away. sumhow i feel that im falling again.
this cant be happening can it?

talked to cheryl for a very long time last night.

yes dear i miss u truckloads. -HUGS-

amongst our conversation abt volcanoes n e sea n geography n dance n feet n cookie n teaching and everything under e sun, we also talked about.. him.

she asked me alot of things. e answers i gave made me wonder..
mayb a few years down e road we can work smth out. it actually depends on him, and me. whether we will hold on tt long to tt something we once shared. will he?... will i?.... will we?