been a really long week. kind of screwed up. but there were happy moments too.

studying has been quite neglected. now tt i haf a cca ive kinda lost my mood to study. ARGH./ get on track girl get on track! i really need to pull up my socks n get my act tgt. e college day has been nth but a reality check. like a frightening experience. those ppl who went up there, had achieved so much. had grown to love e sch n become e sch's pride.

it reminded me of speech day. i had my achievements. but 2 yrs down e road, i wonder. will i even b invited back to receive a prize? would there be all my frens at e bottom of e stage clapping n cheering me on? will i be grateful to e sch for all it has done n given me n also declare tt i miss e sch alot/? i wonder...

i feel quite lost sometimes. like a ship which has lost its captain.


today i did cip with ming. kind of sad to see e ugly side of singaporeans. how they can ignore u totally n pretend u're not there. e fact tt they cant even bother to say no thank u but instead, raise up a hand right smack in ur face. like am i suppose to talk to their hands? but well, like e bacon bits in a salad bowl, there were these few. like one in 20 whom i approach, who were nice enuff to donate. n some even wrote messages to spur e disabled not to give up on hope n living =)


im tired n quite sick of e week ahead. i wonder wad to look forward to. so many things to complete. so many things tts happening.

1. netball on tues n thurs.
2. phys spa exam tml
3. gp soc eeting tml
4. career fair wed
5. sajc dance concert fri night
6. alot of hw to do
7. general waves , suerinposition lectures to catch up on
8. collating of pw survey results
9. interview ques to prepare
10. e stupid chore of choosing a date to interview e guy
11. go do e interview
12.....

ok i think i shld cheer up . take these things one by one as they come.


suddenly i miss e times when i can sit around n chat with e tj ppl like time has stopped for us to rest. like how ming n me were doing sum rating in mac facing e wall n drinking lousy sticky gooey milkshakes. like how cheryl n me were acting like bimbos and laughing at old ppl fight for newspapers n chairs. =)