im damm tired. i dunno why. just feeling very worn out. im glad today i had cheryl to sms with. she really made me laughed alot. haha den ming tot i was mad, cos i was messaging n grinning like an idiot =) thanks girl.. for all ur chats n daily kisses. we've keep up with e kisses thing for like 6 months now! how long will it last ehh?

school's tiring. and im beginning to feel e stress. i see everyone working hard alr. and i realise i have onli 11 weeks left. minus e ndp week is 10. which isnt ALOT. considering e amount i need to study. i feel quite scared.

not that e promos are coming but rather cos aft e promos its 13 months for me to finsih my jc life, den i need to make choices again. bigger choices. at higher risks. more grave decisions. all e adult stuff.

am i ready to grow up yet?

i got back my gp today. i got 49! and plus 4 marks of moderation i got 53. not too bad imo. but i could haf done MUCH a hell lot better for my compo. i think if mdm audra sees e script i wrote tt day she will scream at me, like e days b4 e o's when she was giving e one to one coaching. there were so many mistakes everywhere, e simplest mistakes. and my whole plot n story line was in a total mess. so chaotic. =(

and im wondering wassup with her. its been quite some time since she's changed. was i e one who caused it? alot of questions n doubts. alot of mysterious feelings n question marks. who's there to listen n tell me wad to do?

today suddenly i had this random miss. i mean i miss e ppl. e company. i suddenly missed the times when i had e chance to dine with e ppl i like everyday. without fail. i rmb e times when e gang will just try to all squeeze at e 2.4 tables. like so many ppl at 2 tables. den well talk n laugh at e top of our voices. all e good times.

i miss e times when i had dinner in sch cantten b4 night studies. the times when i took everything for granted.

i wish i din.
something so simple as that. is practically not possible now.

even if we stage the whole thing again, are e ppl still e same?

im darn tired. i think i will just go do my work n sleep asap. cos im really super tired.

to my dear gang, i miss u guys loads. and even though i may not be in contact with u , i m still keeping msyelf updateded by like reading ur blogs n stuff. take care =)