so glad its the weekends. slept like a pig last night, totally knocked out.
anyway the went for temasek chorale debut concert at nafa on fri night. i totally enjoyed myself, i must say. ive heard tt they have deproved since syf last yr, heard tt they arent too ready for this concert, and even heard tt ms lye was scolding them minutes b4 performance! but well, i totally ejoyed myself. maybe it wasnt exactly fantastic, there were a few pieces they kinda lost tempo, a few songs where coordination was not nor was it like a shining world class choir performing. But the songs they sang, the familiar faces i saw, brought back so many nice old memories. i tot abt how choir was in sec one and two. den in sec 3 and 4 things became diff. i tot about sec 4 e last concert when i started tearing like mad during the last song life, i tot about the song life......
i thought about the tears we shed during syf last yr. all the things choir has taught me. the ppl ive met. am really glad the choir had this concert. reflections, how aptly named. =)
today was a rather good day, i went shopping aft pw, i bought this pair of red n gold heels. super nice. i din noe it was sooo nice when i bought it. but when i came home n showed my parents den i fell in loove with it. =) and i got a new bag!! mommy quite angry though, haha say i buy alot of stuff.. room too small le. well... heck it.
been noticing alot of things around me recently. today as i moved from suntec to bugis junction, it was like being transported to 2 entirely diff places. in suntec, it was cool and quiet. not many ppl, but the few around were all classy ppl who walked with so much gusto [sp?], and they were like those classy nice soothing music being played, plus the shopkeepers were like nicely dressed [though i think i pissed 2 of them off cos i keep trying on so many pairs of heels]. den at bugis, there were loads of ppl, all so rough and rude and piss-me-off-able. hahahhaa. i mean like hello dun smoke while u are like shopping in such a crowded place la. and the storekeepers are like... EEEk. haix. in my mind, i was asking myself, where do i belong? mayb its somewhere in between? i dun like the extreme classiness n strict business type of things - like u cant bargain n like talk loudly or laugh loudly. but i dun too like bugis, cos its so complicated.? haha ok im weird. i shld just stay at home la.
was talking to a gd fren a few days ago, i realised ive actually been stadning solo the past few days. hardly talked to close frens about clsoe stuff. i miss the times when we had times to talk about everything, cos everything was smth tt we shared. now tt things are diff for most of my frens n me, i dunno. there's a feeling of alienation. i feel alone, and scared.
okie i shld go study now. stupid daniel ang la, now i must chiong 9.2 and 9.3 - > like swimming in troubled waters!!!