tiring tiring tiring.

i went for a jab with xl today, for our pasta job .
and i din cry! YES!!
im one step closer to conquering my fear.
i can have my 4 children!!!!! =D

todays pw was really the funnist one i ever ever had.
ok la we were super distracted but we did finish wad we wanted to do :)
plus like a long game of golf, which mr daniel soon, with his consistency and luck won us all la. haha.
and we realsie this guy next to us was surfing PORN! like hello in a SCHOOL comp lab u actually dare to bloody do that. and i think he;s really deprived. i mean, if u get excitment from watching porn without sound and on the alert tt someone may walk towards u and u gotta switch it off fast, den smth must be really really really wrong right?
anyway, we took a foto of him! with daniel soon inside too. i acty think the foto kinda nice. HHAA. rreally subtle.










young leaders day is tomorrow! tonight we had a rehearsal which was supposedly suppose to last from 7 to 9. but i realsied a trend. leaders dun seem to haf good time management, hahaha when i left at 10 plus they were still at it. but the banners along the sides, and the booklet and all. looks damm cool. its like a super high event. weeee i cant wait! tmr tmr! =)


there's been some talking going on.
its making me feel insecure.
like im walking into danger zone again.
damm. can it be just silence between us?

anyway i was blog hopping around.
cheryl honey, u are a good leader. ive seen u being so enthusiatic b4, ive seen how u ran around and cheered with ur group during our p5 camps, despite having like minima sleep the night b4 [or rather the past few nights]. perhaps, its jsut tt we've grown used to not facilitating, perhaps its just cos we've been acting quiet and sane for too long [it has been almost 2 yrs since we ran a camp k!]... of cos its not possible to be the leader u once were immediately. so take ur time, dun pressure urself too much. =)