this week has been tiring and confusing.and im only halfway through.theres alot of issues on my mind, i feel like im wandering away from the majority.as if im moving on to take a path that noone is going.theres this feeling of foreigness, which seems to be getting stronger by the day.i fight n try to feel alright, but i feel small and sad inside.theres one thing that seems to be becoming true,maybe im falling for you.but theres alot of other things to consider about.like the cost of letting you know that.im afraid of the frenships i'll lose.not from only you,but with the people around me.but there's this look in your eyes,im sure theres something more to it.but i really dunno what to do,except to now run and avoid you.i feel pissed when people's pissed,or when they're dulan and moody.i try to understand,but they often take it for granted and push me off the limit.is it that im not understanding,or is it the fault of others?

ok i feel so much better after ranting off thoughts that ive kept inside for a long time.

dearest cheryl i need to meet up with u soon, to
1. update u on some stuff n let u solve the complicated stuff.
2. get my surprise. ahahha. i wonder wad is it. is it a cute boy? =)

and miss poo meiling whos forever busy,
u better meet me for lunch or dinner to tell me wads long overdued.
and i have ALOT of overdued stuff from cine to tell u too!