i feel like im stuck at crossroads again.
many a times i reach this pt and wonder what to do.
i wish u'd show some signs.


mr yeo has given me the green light to go cambodia. yay!! this time is gonna be quite different man. our ocip we slept in bunks, like proper bed but this time i dunno where i would be sleeping. we had aircon in the previous trip but now theres a possiblity of there being no electricity.

and now theres this issue abt the whole village having ppl with hiv. shuyu is scaring abt the hiv there. like our safety is now influenced. so there's this question if my parents acty heard me clearly n not refused. or they din hear me acty, which means i gotta go test them out n cehck if they noe tt im going to a place with ppl with hiv. haha, den i asked my dad. heres e convers.

"daddy , u noe e place i gg for ocip, u noe its a place where the villagers have aids?"
"ya lar, its a centre kinda of place right?"
"den e ppl there got hiv. u not scared ar?"
"scared for wad. u are e one gg wad."
"den u let me go?"
"like if i dun let u will listen to me like tt"

yay im really really excited. im glad my parents haf been understanidn n supportive of me. hurray!!!!!!!!!!! cambodia here i come! =DDD