ocip bonding session

seriously waking up at 8am in the morning to go to tms to do cheers n play so many water games isnt the best thing to do. nor would it be my first choice of activity , if i had a choice. but im really gald i went, i learnt so much, tt im really dying to go for the trip now.

lets see.. how many names i can rmb now.

1. xuefang [ the one n only person i really knew b4 today]


2. raihainah


3. siti


4. nabilah


5. sabilah


6. rina


7. selvie


8. dew


9. pan


10. sharlene


11. sherlene


12. veronica


13. yi zhen


14. edward


15. andrew


16. glenn ong


17. win


18. jane


19. shi qi


20. zul


21. lee ann


22. artika

ok tts 22 names tt i rmb. out of 32 ppl going for the trip. n maybe some of them are absent today. so tts a really good job, considering tt i had to noe them at 8am on a saturday morning. it was DAMM fun la, so many games to play, i feel so young again. hahaha. in my psl shirt n tms shorts. n we played with so much water games tt i was drenched from head to toe, inside out. thanks to some ppl who threw e whole bukcet of ice ccold water at me! i have never felt so much homeliness feelings for so long, despite the fact tt i barely noe anyone! but everyone was super nice, i cant believe this is the absolute company im getting for the oip trip. nobody was like sticking in cliques but everyone jsut mingled around. temasek rocks man!

and even ms lim was super nice today, she was v pleased wtih the facilitators performance, i could see. and of cos how can i forget the facilitators. they were such an awesome batch. a real pity they cant go along. bummers! and she cooked for us this pastry prata thingy, with like LOADS of ice cream on top. haha. i dun wanna think abt how much fats i ate today.

but i din only haf fun. it ended with a really serious convers with mr toh, ms lim janice n i. cos the teachers wanted jan n i to be really clear abt our roles there. not jsut tag along to haf fun. objective of this whole trip isnt meant to let the temasekians have the opportunity to touch ppls lives, or to help them. the larger picture of it all is for temasekians to impact the small grp of ppl's lives, and encourgae them to go on impacting the lives of their fellow country men. sounds big n far, but im sure if we put our hearts tgt at it, it can be done =)
go temasek ocipers go!!!!!!!!

and after todays convers im not so frightened anymore. cos the past few days, ive really been thinking about the dangers of the trip n stuff. ive gotta admit tt the hiv thing has scared me, alot. but today, upon hearing tt the trip might significantly be a change to the ppl's lives, n that its really within our means to take care of ourselves n protect ourselves, i feel tt fear diminishing. go caroline! i must be a good facilitator, ive gotta convince myself of the cause n have the values tt i wanna impact others, so tt i can really get my message across to them. its a challenge but im really really looking forward to it, yay ppl gimme ur blessings =)

and today i saw tt my name is finally printed on the board outside hod room. so cool!! =D

temasek chorale syf on the 23rdmay. at vch. 2 plus 3. i wanna go watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyone wanna go with me?

lotsa stuff has happened this week. shit stuff good stuff. i realise ive begun to forget who i really am. back to earth i guess. some things are really beyond reach, i guess i can only blame myself for the mistakes i have done in the past. if only i wasnt so silly. oh wells, maybe its out of reach but it would definitely have a special place in my heart. =)

my schools astronomy club says tt there would be meteors tonight. i havent seen any in my whole life. i really hope tt someone nice would go to ecp with me tongiht to see them. if only there was someone special. hahaha. ok i htink im talking too much.