after many many weeks of massize emailing to teachers - who totally ignore my mail or dun bother to reply. after the late night meetings at chinatown n np which is at dover. after all the midis tt ive been thru whenever the teachers put me on hold. after all the prep work. after all the "face" that i have endured from others.

YOUNG LEADERS DAY IS TOMORROW!!!!

seriously i feel panicky. ok my role is definitely more impt tt last yr- n im even given a walkie takie this time round. i feel so scare. things better not go wrong. pls pls pls dun go wrong. i wish they would stop assuming everyones pro with mics n walkies - cos im totally noob at it n its my first time tmr being in charge of 7 mics n a walkie n 5 helpers n 36 students!!!!!!!! OMG!!
but i really hope tt i will enjoy myself. tt the 1300 ppl enjoy n learn smth out of it. tt my helpers [xinhui serene pearl regina n tiefu] will also have a great time.


being sick has taken away alot of things in my life - e freedom to scream all i wan. e freedom to talk without difficulty. and aslo e freedom to eat. im feling so constantly hungry la!
but it has showed me one thing, more valuable tt everything it has taken away - who are those who really cares. =)

soccer semis today. i went all the way down to ccab with my slight fever to scream n cheer. n we lost of rj at penalties. it was a shocking moment. n i feel tt it isnt the way a soccer game should be concluded. i keep wondering. what did we lose to? tough luck? complacency? no stamina or just the lack of skills? but when i saw the way the boys cried after the match, i think theres no doubt they really wanted to win, and they did their best alr, n i feel proud of them. as proud as i would be if we would have won. so VJC, ALL THE WAY!!! =)