term 2 week 8

photos! some of the very many taken with my darling shuyu joanna shermaine n meiling. thanks girls for my bday surprise. miss u ppl alot, n i din realise tt till that day!
the black n white memories of those days years ago.
group HUG!! i felt so loved =D

the colours of our lives.

been a busy and tiring week. tutorials seem to have no end, the lectures were like for eternity and i felt so out of breathe when i reach home each day. but i saved alot this week! only spend 10 bucks in school. =D but fri's dinner with mingg n ah was 10 bucks plus too. haha.

this week i watched 2 basketball games. cabbed to both of them. screamt n cheered like mad, my throat always feels like sandpaper n my face feels like its sunburnt after each game. we lost aj but won sa. i think monday match against hc is going to be a real challenge, n i wanna go watch. =)

and tj played vj soccer. i saw eepin hziq rahman all playing. it was a really sad day for me. the proportion of vj supporters to tj supporters was like 3 or 4 times to 1. but out of the tj crowd, i found more den 10 ppl who i know, people who are my frens. but amongest the big big crowd of vj ppl, there were only like 5 ppl i knew. haha. what does this mean man. the optimistic side of me convinces myself tt my vj frens just dnu watch soccer. haahaa.

the smun position paper is a sucky piece of shit. cosi seriously dun see the link between iran n cambodia or vietnam. im like reading the sheet of shit over n over again n understand no shit. i rather someone smack me with a Written Report to do. HAHA i said that. HAAHAA. but i really mean it, i wonder why.

i've been incrediblely stupid this week. lemme share the stupid things i did.

1. felicia played rj on wed, for hockey girls. rj is a strong team. n tt morning she told me tt a large nuomber of the players was sick. so i wanted to msg her gl for the game, b4 gp started. so i asked the class to msg her themselves. but later i changed my mind n shouted " shout out ur names if u wanna wish her good luck.". and a couple of ppl shouted abck " just write its from everyone la".

2. i did napfa thinking tt a gold was 26 out of 30 pts. so i was like counting n recounting over n over again to think of the best combi to get tt 26 pts. even the night b4 tt when couldnt sleep i was doing tt too. in the end i almost wanted to re run my 2.4km la. walau. den turns out tt we only needed 21 for gold! arghh. but i got 25, quite sian. last yr was 27 or 28, much better. i better go exercise more more mroe!

3. rushed like mad to dover to get to np for the swyld helpers meeting. n the east west line mrt opens at the right side of the train for the whole line. so i was standing at the extreme left. den when it was approaching dover i excused myself pass this crowd of yound noisy boys n several smelly man to get to the right door, thinking tt it would open. but i totally forgot tt dover has a diff system n the bloody left doors open instead. so i had to excused my self all the way to the other side. ARGH. someone better remind me next fri when igo there again not to make this stupid mistake.

3 stupid events to mark my week. n last week sat i forgot my calculator n last week tuitioon i forgot my pencil case. sigh. i hope i wun be so stupid tmr.

i had a great chat with a sec sch fren tonight. a very good fren, whom i used to talk alot in the past with. im so sorry n guilty tt he's always taking the initiative to catch up once in a while. i think im quite a lousy fren man. we talked abt alot of stuff. like smoking. cos he smokes n i was asking him to quit. den i rmbed tt there were acty a few times when i myself was tempted to start, those times when i was really depressed n was looking for a place to vent out my frustrations. but im glad i havent overstepped the line. sudenly i realise tt smoking is like going up an escalator. alot of ppl go up on it. n once u're up there , if u regret gg up, u need to really run like MAD to get back down. but its possible. so - i wish all my smoker frens [even though i doubt they'll read this] the courage n will to run down n stay away from the escalator =)

i think im falling sick. my vision has been a bit blurry n i feel like im gonna get a fever soon. n i stupidly watched corner with love since last night, barely leaving my room for anything much. teared so much tt my eyes are kinda swollen now. DAMM.

i gotta hang on, catch up with school work. only 7 more working days b4 i can fly off to cambodia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!