finally the week's over! some long overdued photos first up! :D


life went on as normal the past few days, the lectures tutorials runs housework homework busjourneys. n i thought about my own life during these times. its too late to go back now, no turning back or second chances. theres no time for regrets. and as i look back to the past 19months of my life, the choice that i have made, choosing to go after my dreams and letting go of love and certain friendships, and certain benefits. i really cant help wondering how different things would be if i hadnt made those decisions back then. i felt confused, lost and helpless. but now, i have found strength and courage to push on, at least for the next 5 months. tts all the time ive got, to make sure that i havent sacrificed those things i gave up for nothing. no more pondering about the what ifs. i gotta make the next few months count - focus and do my best. for you. even though i know tt, when times are tough u wunt be beside me. n even if i come out of all this with a brilliant victory u probably wont be sharing my joy either. but still, for you.
today has really been a happy happy happy day at school. although i got back my first failed paper. haha i got an S for econs!!! haha. in fact, i never felt so happy there since school started this term i think. pe was really fun, ran n played a good game of badminton. n our class had a nice class break tgt, celebrating junxiangs n jianmings birthday. for once in the longest time tt i can rmb, we were all gathered tgt as a class during a break. :D n the FFs chionged to the lt to do our econs outlines, and we had a rare good chat despite trying to read n understand our notes n copy out the impt pts. but i need to emphasize, i really am not interested in the 2 options tt u ppl were considering/rating for me. sorry :)
after school i pooled with benny pong han weideng nikhil and anghong. it was great fun man, n those guys are quite pros! haha. n after tt we dinnered at the gourmet food center, ate the super nice chicken rice. it was cool, weideng [like our daddy] ordered a big plate of chicken n one plate of mixed charsiew n roast meat. alongside 2 big bowls of REAL soup and erm 8 plates of rice. and the 5 of us wiped everything clean n felt so freaking full after that! haha. like one big family eating seh. i also told them tt there was a bowling alley at the 7th floor, n so we wanted to bowl for a while. took us a hell long time to walk all over the plaace trying to go upstairs, cos all the lifts n staircases are so messy n scaary. i seriously laughed till i couldnt walk a few times! n in the end the alley was demolished la. so we din bowl at all. argh. next time perhaps, not a friday la, since the boys say tt fri they study,
haha. im such a bad ct rep, bad influence =p
okays im so freaking tired i think i will go to bed early tonight.
must be the pe n pool n laughing tt absorbed all my energy away!