rid of my eye bags and i'll treat u lunch!

sigh. if i got one scoop of icecream from everyone who commented on my eye bags this wweek i'll probably have exploded due to too much fat. haha. arghh... is it really tt bad?! i do sleep enough la. really!!! but even my tutee told me just now, she was like " wah u look very stressed leh. eye bags all come out liao." so.. as my title goes..

this week has been one crazy week, school was actually quite not like school cos we go to school to take attendance and then stay in the lib to study. haha. but reality hit me a few times. a few thoughts were really scary. i came 16 months ago with nothing, and i really pondered on what i will be leaving with? maybe a decent A level cert to get myself to the uni, maybe a handful [ 3? haha!] of friends whom i can count on - like call up at 4am in the morning if i need them to listen to me ]. oh yar, definitely independence. other than that, i really cant think of wad else. which would be really sad. but then again, maybe theres much more that ive gained tt i havent realise, come may take the long term to appear.

but of cos, despite all
the down parts of this week [like theeconsre n thetiringnights n selfstudysessions n theannoyinggplesson n thezibiblues n thesorangeconslecture n themissingwalletepisode n thetimesmykneecapseemstobefailingme n thedaywhichigaveuprunningandwalkedashortdistance n thereallyreallysleepinducingchemlesson],
there were the good things [like thechillingsessionoftruthordare n thekfcmeal n theafternoonicecreamretreat n thenicemotivatingsmses n phonecallsfromfriendswhoivebeentoobusytocatchupwith n theindianrojakandthepattayarice n thecornettos n theshilinoystermeesua].
i can only say
the bad things happen, to make the good ones gooder :)

i think the imprending exams have made some people really scary, to the extent that i dun even dare talk to you sometimes. i feel like im losing you. please come back, dun let the stress take the joy we used to share, dun forget the many more things in life tt we hold dear.. i wish i was brave enough to tell this straightly to you, but somehow knowing you so well has given me the gut feeling tt u wont absorb what i say on the spot, but hopefully this would trigger smth in you :)

ahem..
rivers know this, there is no hurry.
we shall get there someday :)
-winniethepooh quotes.

happy weekends!
its 2 days away from the prelimmms!