the holidays begins

YIPPEE!! its the sept holidays. heh :)

i spent 130 bucks in the past 8 days! omg. so time to start saving. heh. so im gonna save really hard this 4 days to come. im nt gonna spend more den 15 bucks! =)
please do nt ask me out to eat this week thank you very much.

today we had this 4hr gp tuition thing, which was surprisingly enjoyable. minus the fact tt i badly wanted to pee like twice n it was really cold n irritating cos the fan was like in my direction.but i enjoyed it probably cos she went thru 2 esssays in detail, about family and the old VS the young. which are like MY topics. haha.
i think we all have different types of topics tt we like, like those tt goes with our character n knowledge scope. topics tt we prefer writing over the otheres. n its quite cool cos sometimes when i get a gp paper i can think abt what questions my friends are gonna be writing about.

but todays lessons was also interesting cos she talked about the career a woman should have, especially for women who wants children and a family of their own. suddenly the things she said made me realise how impactful a marriage can be, and that it really involves more than just the 2 people who are in love. on top of that she always factored in the upbringing of children from a ladies perspective, which made me realise tt my wish of wanting 4 children is really nt merely abt giving birth to 4 kids but like a lifelong thing, tt would be affected by even the choice of career i take, which is ultimately dependant on my course of study tt i choose next yr. talk about life changing decision, ah hah.

and then she talked about the lives tt people lead, how 2 of her ex studs are getting wedded next yr while another girl met with some really rough shit of life. suddenly i thought about my life in the next 5 years or so. really, who knows whats gonna happen man. maybe sometime next yr when i get too bored with the free time tt i start erm.... taking drugs? or maybe something totally unexpected happens which causes me to make a life changing decision like not go to uni n just go to work straight away? oh well, guess its all life. we can never know what the ppl up there are gonna throw us next, can we?

such an eventful day. but i wished it din rain so much though. dear heavens and clouds, please do not rain during the day cos it really induces sleep while im trying to study and it brings HUGE inconveniences when im travelling around. please though. Rain super hard at night when im sleeping so u make my sleep sweeter :) but if u are gonna take this piece of advice, den can u grant me more of such wishes? hehe.

and i started this post a levels to do list at the left hand column of my blog. at least i have things to look forward to doing. feel free to give suggestions!