im strong

or maybe i thought so, but today i couldnt help feeling really small and tiny. in fact a large part of me was dying to get home, to somewhere where i wont be judged upon. i thought i was mature enough, but somehow it was my inner thoughts tt hurt me the most. i thought i protected myself enough, i thought i was stronger den this. maybe not.


someday when i can be embarassing and not have to wonder what impression i give.
when i am really really really who i am.
thats the day.