can u smell it?
wow. 11 days. so close i can smell the A's.
so far.. so good. still in control. still eating and still sleeping. stress level under control too. but just 2 days ago i was thinking about what im gonna do when the A;s end. like on tt day. what do i do? the next day? the day after next? sigh, thats giving me a big heachache man. but studying has indeed drove people to do werid things smtimes. like me writing my name in pink glue on the table. and mingg being darn good at regression to come upwith such an interesting correlation.
acty i was jus thinking abt what im gonna do in life. when im really done with the A's kinda cool huh. cos after the A's, everythings kind of free n easy. no more structure n regidity, its all gonna be for me to decide. for me to take my time. to go for what i really want.
somewhere along this yr [or last yr?] i gave up the thought of teaching as a teacher. my long time childhood dream. somehow there was just this part of me that feels that i cant do that for my whole life, there is this dying curiousity n anviety to be part of the big bad corporate world that the adults have always been talking about.
then yesterday i realised, does this mean that the math n physics that ive been doing for the past many many years, these 2 subjects that i love are gonna become barely existent anymore. somehow the thought is quite a sad one. [ok dun whack me, u are free to disagree].
quite interesting huh. we are all growing up.the boys are all enlisting soon! time to make decisions about our lives. soon theres gonna be many more big decicions to come man. are we ready for these? :D
guess even if we arent, we just gotta take the ride. cos time isnt gonna wait for us to be.
so far.. so good. still in control. still eating and still sleeping. stress level under control too. but just 2 days ago i was thinking about what im gonna do when the A;s end. like on tt day. what do i do? the next day? the day after next? sigh, thats giving me a big heachache man. but studying has indeed drove people to do werid things smtimes. like me writing my name in pink glue on the table. and mingg being darn good at regression to come upwith such an interesting correlation.
acty i was jus thinking abt what im gonna do in life. when im really done with the A's kinda cool huh. cos after the A's, everythings kind of free n easy. no more structure n regidity, its all gonna be for me to decide. for me to take my time. to go for what i really want.
somewhere along this yr [or last yr?] i gave up the thought of teaching as a teacher. my long time childhood dream. somehow there was just this part of me that feels that i cant do that for my whole life, there is this dying curiousity n anviety to be part of the big bad corporate world that the adults have always been talking about.
then yesterday i realised, does this mean that the math n physics that ive been doing for the past many many years, these 2 subjects that i love are gonna become barely existent anymore. somehow the thought is quite a sad one. [ok dun whack me, u are free to disagree].
quite interesting huh. we are all growing up.the boys are all enlisting soon! time to make decisions about our lives. soon theres gonna be many more big decicions to come man. are we ready for these? :D
guess even if we arent, we just gotta take the ride. cos time isnt gonna wait for us to be.
Are you ready for the time of life? Its time to stand up and fight.
-"caravan of love"