im still going strong..

okay so its 4 papers down.
bye bye to
physics p3 [tt one i totally died],
gp[for good, adios]
and math p1[which was okaay:)].

yes!!! i survived one week. 3 more weeks.
16 more days before its all over.
actually it isnt that hard a time to pass. honestly im not stressed up to my neck or anything. maybe cos i felt so much worst during the O's. maybe cos ive been anticipating for this period to come for a long time cos everyone around me has scared me like mad about the big bad A's. or maybe.... :).




been thinking alot abt what to do after the big A's. minus those
million gazillion plans to chill n shop n eat n go crazy, i thought about those personal stuff.
like, what's next? where to?
i mean, life cant possibly just be all play n fun n laughter already. in less than 2 months im gonna be 19. 19, the last year of my teen. and probably the most time i'll have at hand for me to really enjoy my teen.

im definitely gonna find a job next yr, cant rot my 8 months away right? but i wonder... what will i be workin as? something i really wanna do, or soemthing just to earn the bucks? in fact the same applies for the future course of study, am i gonna choose what i want to do or choose something i dun mind doing cos it pays well. i think ive seen how real life can be, maybe im growing up, because suddenly the prospect of nt going all out for that number one passion but settle for something else cos it pays isnt that impossible now.

sigh, once again life crossroads. where i gotta make a choice. where i gotta decide.
never really much liking to make big life changing decisions. but i guess this is an inevitable part of life huh, i just gotta do whats the wisest thing to do.
but for now, at least the next 3 weeks, its still the big a levels.
all the best my friends.
keep believing! heads up n flap yur wings, u never know how high u can fly until u truly try!