today is such a great day, totally enjoyed myself.
cos i passed my btt! which means im one step closer to getting to drive a damm car.
yea but i just handed over to cdc my whole paycheque for the month of feb, sigh..

and i took leave to play mahjong. had damm alot of fun with qh n jt n jt's sis, just playing n playing. thankgod his sis was home cos 3 other frens couldnt come. so fun man, i wish we can have mroe of these times!

and today i read one whole of my private blogs that i had in the last 2 years... i saw what i wrote when i wanted to give up on econs h2.. im really glad i held on. :)

today i felt so much on e verge of giving up. i felt so tired when mrs lim told me to study harder. i wanted to make a decision to just drop my econs, tell her right in her face, den i look in to her eyes n saw - expectations. she expects me not to give up. and i actually dun wnna give up too. i hope i can hold on. tots of giving up are just so tempting, there's so many revenues i can give up on. mayb i shld keep trying for a while more. i keep telling msyelf it wun be tt hard, days past so fast, son they become weeks n months.

but also, ive realise that sometimes holding on really doesnt equal anything.
in 5 yrs time, would whats so impossible now happen? i really wonder, and its so hard to decide.

bed time gdnight.
happy birthday woonloong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D