buckle up for the ride of my life!

the last 7 minutes of my 18th year of existence.
i am turning 19. wow.

last night i was lying in bed, thinking about the past year, the past birthday. i read the many messages that people sent me.
angel told me that i was special and she love me.
benny and tee both sent me msges in the morning and tgt with han gave me a v intersting present.
joanna hoped tt i would grow wiser, prettier and happier.
the whole of the SS went to tf hse and bought me a cake and a card.
ml said we were gonna be friends always, thru the fire and thru it all.
joel said it was special and amazing to have someone who has the same birthday.
cheryl and tf were both glad tt they dun have to sneak me into m18 movies.
janice told me i was a special person.
and the all girls dinner at newyork newyork.
and of cos, the gang surprise visit with the cake and the song.

and now, one yr later. i wonder what will change. now that i no longer see all of my frens everyday. i wonder how it will be.

but for the 18th year of my life, im proud that i have become wiser, tougher, and stronger. it has been hell of a year, all the mugging and tutorials and tests, seemed impossible and daunting but i survived through it. i have done things i never done, gone overseas with friends for the first [and 2nd and 3rd] time of my life. tried clubbing and getting drunk and buying bets legally and watching m18 movies opening. i have healed emotionally, fell in and out of love. completed my A levels and tried fishing. tried smelly tofu. rebonded my hair. stepping out of my comfort zone. pretty great year i have had, definitely one that has lots of memories that i will keep for the years to come.

to the people who have stood and stayed by me, watched me grow up the past year, helped me in one way of another, contributed to my memories. thank you, thank you for the patience and presence.

now 19, i wonder how life goes from here. nevertheless, im excited, busting with energy and ready for the ride of my life :)