project angel XI

ah its been a month since i updated. and it will be another month before i come back here to write.

things have been moving really fast after grannys funeral. the family's kind of torn apart due to some trivial issues that dont even concern assets. funny how weak family ties can be. apart from that, there were the exams and pre exams mugging and post exams enjoyment. like alot of mahjong and quite a bit of alcohol and dinners and barbeques and meetings and birthdays [including mine!] and doctors. in 1 week i saw four doctors, given alot of medicine and spent a bomb :0. its been fun, to meet up with friends and catch up on their lives.. got closer to a few people and caught up, really glad about that.

tmr marks the start of the nepal trip. the past 2 weeks have been crazy. there was worry aboutt e trip being cancelled due to the h1n1 virus. then my leg gave way and i was limping and could barely walk. to the extent that when i saw my gp i was advised strongly to give up my ubin n nepal expedition, with the risk of me having to operate my back if the condition worsens. it was tough, i seeked quite a few doctors opinion and after two back to back chiropractic sessions im going tmr. w an extremely heavy backpack. there were many times i felt so much for the trip that its a die die trip tt i wanna go for [ esp since mommy paif for almost everything as my bday present]. but there were many times when i pulled back because of fear and insecurity, what if i come back w a back tt is in such a bad state tt i need to operate.or i end up delaying the whole team. or like now,m when i can barely carry my bagpack..

i think one month later when i will be back, i will have these answers. and hopefully i will be back with greater courage and faith in life. :) will be back in a month's time!