zzz. i feel so frustrated. like someones stepping on the invisible tail that i have got and i cannot get it to go away. finally "stepped on your tail" seems to make sense.

i feel like screaming very very loudly.
or go run until i feel so tired. and sleep.
but got no time.

2213 helpsheet is killing me. i can feel my fingers sore and numb trying to write so small. and my eyes going crosseyed cos so hard to read.
but there is this joy in studying. becuase when i am studying, nothing else matters.