:'(

hiaz... life realli sukz these daes.. let's see wad happened 2dae.. i got a new nick.. colin - thanx 2 reza.. cuz my name was on e board den he tio punished n den he rub awae some alphabets.. stupid lar.. den joel = jel, gao yuan = cao yun, pei eng = pig.... den e geo test was ok lor.. abit nt easy. chem test i got 27/30. shld haf gotten 29.. thanx 2 careless mistakes. =( hist i tio moni whack.. haha.. she v cute.. i tell her lemme do finish e last few eng den come home can study hist fer tml test, she allow. den tat joseph 2dae tio maestan n ramli slam on his table.. serve him right. pig. everydae sleep in klas. cme was pretty boring. but ramli sae things v true. n wad he said bout his sister death realli made mi think of my grandpa. i juz felt tat crying wen i hear him tok bout it.. it seems like all e sadness all bottled up in mi juz wanted 2 gush out in tears.. i wished it all neva happened... i wish many things nva happened.. i wished i nva said somethings.. i wished i nva did take things fer granted.. yet now itz too late fer regrets..
in kals 2dae my dad msg mi 2 b careful. he told mi my biao jie ha d abad dream about mi. den i come home my grandma also keep telling mi cross e road muz b careful all that. but yet nobody would juz tell mi wad e dream was. my biao jie oneli sae itz v bad.. haiz.. now im getting so worried.. pls lemme be safe.. i dun wan anything 2 happen 2 mi. life's bad enuff.
i rilly regret wad i did.. sometimes i would juz catch him looking at my direction.. but i iften shrug it off tat itz juz e things/ppl b hind mi.. sometimes he looked as if he wanted 2 tok 2 mi.. but he jzu wun.. haiz.. mayb itz gd tat i nva knew some ppl.. :'(
lin3
"Smile when it hurts most."