feeling : restless

long time nva update le.. sry.. been busy... nt actualli.. had lotsa time 2 play gb.. 2 bhonest.. juz cant b botered.. i rilly dunno wad 2 write bout my life now.. itz been so stressful in klas.. n i din study for much tests.. at least during e first test i did bother 2 look thru my bks or notes.. but now.. this round of tests.. i juz cant b bothered 2 pick up my bk n look at it.. no matter how hard i try.. it seemed nva possible 2 excel wit flying colours.. haiz.. juz hope tat e lazyness in mi will go awa soon.. >.<

life's been ok so far.. everydae itz e same thing.. wake up early in e morning.. study lyk we haf nva seen bks b4.. sch dismiss.. eitehr go home or eat den haf lessons again or cca.. den itz going home.. bathing.. eating.. den using e comp or doing hw or studying.. den itz sleeping n den e next dae it repeats itself.. seems ok yea.. somehow i now settle into this emotionless cycle of life.. i juz dun wanna think bout anything n juz live life as it is 2 b.. dun care much bout anything much.. mayb life would be better this wae...

choir sessions are not so boring now.. bcuz i finally decided 2 put my heart n soul into choir. bcuz of e remarks frm e sch population.. i wan 2 pay attention during choir.. i wun pon.. i wan us 2 work hard n improve.. sing well n bring a gold back next yr syf 2004.. it sukz being insulted bcuz we're like e lousiest aestatic grp.. =(

lessons in klas is fine... e cher is either super boring n mke mi wanna sleep.. or dey r going off so fast tat idun understand e sh!t dey r saying.. n e weatehr is freaking hot these daes.. i feel like bring a standting fan n put at e back of e klas.. so hot.. can die ar.. so uncomfortable.. how 2 study..

test-free yest n 2dae.. so not much studying.. but on wed e maths n chi test i din study. maths was quite tricky.. n chi was difficult.. tml gonna get e pape rback.. if i pass i'll b glad.. wun expect more cuz i din study.. did badly fer geo test.. deproved by alot.. obviously din study enuff.. =( n nt concentrating enuff in kals 2... mayb i would rela x alil now first.. chiong aft term 2.. term 2 i shall take a rest or smth.. =p tat sound nice.. n tempting =p

lin3
The only man who never makes a mistake is the man who never does anything.
Theodore Roosevelt (1858 - 1919)