2dae's oral was fine. my reading was half ok[e back part].. e front part was like e careless whisper guy one Singapore idOl.. cant b heard.. i din noe i was so scared. well.. i wasnt scare. but i guess i din dare 2 speak out... ms neo saed i had ended e passage nicely.. at e ending got tone n everything.. but e front muz start wit a loud bang. pt taken. she said my pic was gd n she gave mi full marks. hahaz.. n conversation -- > i cant rmb wad she said. but i realise smth.. toking cock workz.. lol.
badminton.. sher n mi won! at first set we lost-12 to 15. budden second set and 3rd we won, 15 to 08 and 15 to 04. i realli did real badly for e first set.. missed alot of simple shots.. but i kinda got back on track at e later part. i missed focus during e first set and part of e sec set.. seeing him there made everything so diff.. it was hard to breathe.. but at least during e sec n third set wen he wasnt there.. i improved.. hahaz.. mayb there was lesser pressure? but sher n mi morale was realli down at first.. cUz we realli screwed up in e beginning.. BUT im realli proud to sae tt this time.. for e first time since this yr started.. i din play my best to impress.. but instead it was for... er.......... long john =x hahaz.. well.. food works for pigs i guess.
juz quarreled with my dad.. he's juz so unreasonable.. and he made mi feel like crying.. despite trying so hard.. nobody seem to believe in me.. not even my Own dad.. how great...juz for 3 marks.. he had to scold mi.. sometimes i realli wonder if workin so hard realli mattered.. din i tried my best.. why must i alwaes be the perfect one.. im sick of having to be the one whom he wants mi to be. why must he doubt mi.. cant i be trusted? why cant juz someone haf a lil faith in mi? am i realli tt hopeless?
juz wanna haf a good cry and go to sleep.. then tml things will still go on.. im tired..