finally this dae is here =) i cant believe time flies so fast.. itz been [3x10] 30 weeks since ive been in 3e5. [3x10x7] 210 daes... hahaz.. and dunno how many hours.. but it seems like such ashort time.. next term is gonna b short.. and stressful.. den next yr will soon start and we'll study study study.. mug n mug n mug... haf our o's.. den go our seperate waes again. is this life? -.<
anywae.. thiS week haS bEEn rather buSy.. with the b urself DAe.. e GraFFiti waLL.. teachers dae celEbrAtion.. 6.9 Gathering.. e p3 eliAs paRk thing.. and tml e orals.. the BadminTon CompEition.. i reaLLi wan a Break manz.. maYb suNdae i'll Go shoPPing.. i shaLL beG my moMMy for sum CAsh.. den go buy Smth i like =) reward mySelf for suRviving this long wEek or smth.. hahaz.. jzu an excuse 2 geT money.. i think ill buy heeLz.. hehez.. :p or shlD i sTay at homE n STudy? =x likE eXams r appRoaching n i haVent Realli started yea.. ahhaz.. oh no.. ^guilty again.. hmm.. hEck lar.. i will juz enjoY mysElf.. staRt chioNging duRing e hols.. hahaz.. but hor..i've alrEady been fully booked =x mon to wed e labrAdor camp thing.. Den thuRs got e ecOteeNs meEting.. den fri got choir.. dEn MaYb gonna go watCh the les choirette izzit.. or wadeva.. itz e choir boyz in french.. i think itz gonnA bE intEreSting =) so.. mosT of my Hols is Gone anyWae^ as usUal.. hahaz..
oh Yea.. 2dae goT my ProgRess report.. hahaz.. i got 3rd in klas.. = i kinda Feel neUtral bouT it lar.. not rEall happi cuZ i din imProve yea.. but Also noT upsEt cuz i think i did Try my best to Study foR e tesTs deSpite evErything ttz happeNing.. i Did baDly for my comB huMans and and chi.. den geog was disappointing.. cuz din realli study for e volcano tt test yep.. so alSo cannot rEgrET..itz over.. noW muZ work haRder to impRove theSe suBj foR yr end.. u noe, saEing it sEems rEalli Easy.. but itz e actions tt'z rEalli DiffiCult.. i wished i am STil as conFident anD enThu bout stuDying as e beGinnning of yR.. wen i triEd tO ouTshine gao yuan n e rEst to GEt his aTTention.. ok.. it was stupid of mi buT at leAst i haD e moTivation.. now.. i feEl tt eVen if i Get e top of e klas.. top of e leVEl or wadeva.. ^if it happens anywae^ it wun makE a DiffeRenCe.. he doesnt caRe.. =( in my results todae.. i beat gaoyuan in emaths.. i got e top in e klas.. u noe.. if it was in jan or feb.. wen i wuz stil filled with hope.. i woul like jump for joy or smth.. 2dae i felt nth.. studied like a crazy person till past midnight.. made sure i knew every formula.. but in e end.. it suddenly doesnt matter anymore..
u noe.. 2dae in klas he suddenly sat bside mi and at aSSembly.. he WAs alSo sitting raTher neAR to mi..it goT mi thinking.. wAdz e pT of trYing so haRd.. for 9 months plus.. i've tried my vERy beSt at eVerything.. all for e sakE of wad? diD i AchievE anyThing in e End.. no.
seriously.. i Feel vEry sick of this alrEady.. he alwaes. seem so nEar to mi.. but in actual Fact, a thousand miles awae....