friday. but i dun really feel happy at all. normally i would be delighted, course friday marks the end of a tiring week and its 2 days where i can get my 12 hrs of sleep, or i can spend coutless hours sitting in front of the computer to catch up with my friends and relax. However, this weekend i'm trying to spend as much time as possible as i can out of home. i just can't stand it at home. i wish my gran n mom would leave me alone. i hear their voices ringing in my ears even minutes b4 i go to sleep, and its also the first thing i hear in the morning. don't they understand??
had a great tiff[sp?] with my mom last night. somehow her continous scoldings/naggings got the better of me. i ended up screaming back at her. i really hate it when i'm like totally drained and i came home to find some peace and quiet but instead end up hearing 2 blaring trumpets who take turns to lecture me. when i slammed and locked my room door she could even continue her bullshit outside the room, can you believe it? i was literally screaming my lungs out and out of nowhere i started crying. i guess qing hong was right, mayb i'm just too tired and all i needed was a good rest.
e saddest thing was that when i really wanted to have someone to talk to, i did not know how to even talk to him. i guess its these little things that makes up the distance between us.
e past week has been hectic, from monday i already found myself laden(sp?) with 2 maths worksheets. now that its the end of the week, guess how much hw i've accumulated?
- 9 maths worksheets
- chemistry - revision on METALS
- dunman high Chem paper
- chung chung high chem p2
- tms prelim 03 chem paper
NOT to forget, there are many many tests.
- hist test [chap 9n10-sbq] : is it on monday???????????
- Chi test [chap 13-15] : tues 02082005
- Phys test { introducing electronics] : tues 02082005
- Chem test [water and air] : tues 02082005
BUT its alright. its not the end of the world yet. i shall do my best to complete all these by this weekend. at least most of it. this is to avoid the situation of being faced with a even bigger pile that would definitely continue growing.
on the lighter note of things, i went for the first practice for the Teacher's Day dance concert. You know... i think that everything is so amazing.
- we have 3 leaders cum chorographers [sp?] who are totally fantastic.
- the music is so nice and cool.
- the most important thing : EVERYBODY is putting in our best effort!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! isnt that totally heartwarming to hear? though most of us do not dance very well, i do see that every single individual puts in their utmost best to keep the timing and learn the steps. even the guys are getting their butts off the chair and started moving to e beat!!!!!! =D
u know, i think that this item would mean smth very precious to us in time to come. it's not going to be easy, considering the fact that we have homework time and people have our orals and tuition plus the fact that auditions are this thursday!!!! but im sure if we're willing,we'll find our way through . there's practice again tomorrow. i hope it would be as fruitful or even more fruitful as today's practice. guys, we must go all out to qualify okie??? i love 4Intimacy!!!!!! =)
-i think tat thur's episode of homework time in 02-02 was... hilarious. 107 ITSELFs. how amazing. i cant stop smiling whenever i think of it.