Tuesday, July 26, 2005

i feel bad. with all e flu n sore throat. i wish i would get better.. sumhow i feel so damm tired, as if e viruses n bugs are eating e insides of me bit by bit. =(
there's geog test tml n a phys test on thurs, both of which i havent studied for.. which im gonna do later.
next weeks e maths pyramid game, its kinda worrying u noe.
i have 5 maths ws tt i din even touch on, 2 from eyst and 3 from 2dae. and i bet there will be 7 tml, cuz i probably wun haf e time 2 do them tonight.
daddy's goina overseas tml. how cool, more freedom for one week. =) but e sucky side is tt i gotta leave house at 6am every morning. god knows what time i have to wake up man. i wish there are like 30 hours in a day. life would be a whole lot better.
andrew sent me the sundial dreams.. oh man, just hearing it makes me very emo n i cant help thinking about e motivational camp.
tml's the 27th.. again. how time flies. would have been 4 months if everything went fine.. but its been 6 weeks [i think?] already. he asked me again, just minutes ago. perhaps im really selfish, or im just a coward. but i really do not have the courage to agree to it. i dun noe,probably experiences taught me alot and the past lingers, the unhappiness i went thru and e night i cried to sleep. maybe some things are just better left unsaid.