now playing : nothings gonna change my love for you

how ironic.

been a rather good day for me... i cooked baked rice for my family! =) so cheesy n hot n nice. e first thing i tot of was e day we ate at swensons.. im gonna cook chicken chop tmr. =) this is so fun man. i havent been to e kitchen for such a long time. somehow i miss cooking.

tidied up my table [the computer table area] today. it is cleaner alr,, i was very satisfied until i realised smth.. i actually just moved my pile of papers on e other table [where im supposed to study at but its full of bags files books contianers softoys n all dat junk]. e other half of my rubbish is on my floor. crap. looking at them now i feel so useless.

right now im feeling damm pissed off. hahah glendon shld b online man. just yesterday he was saying he nva saw me really reallly angry b4 but actually im not pissed to think about it. im just ... tired. weary of all these.

wasnt it suppose to end a few months ago? i seem have been doing a gd job at keeping itaway, focusing on sch and all e people. now its all coming back. im trying my best to be engrossed in my work.. working gets my mind off stuff, sometimes.

i feel so stuck in this ..................

someone show me e exit pls?