ah. this is gonna b a long n lengthy but senseless blog entry.. haha. cos im sitting in e very cold bedok lib freezing my butt off watching n hearing qh n joontst doing their work n talking abt their fsv stuff >.<

im damm tired n im hsving s headache. i guess it was cos of wad ming jen n e drank just now.. peach baarcardi brreezer and ;long island tea shit. made up of so many freaking ingreditens. teiquila, rum, coke, white smth, aiyah dunno alr.

n im tired cos we walked so much of orchard today@@@@ but i onli spend 20 bucks on a lipstick n lip gloss =) yay.

i am glad to be bac in sch today.. got to see the class again, though its not e whole class. n e teacher.. mayb it reminds me alot how life shld be now la...

went back to tms yesterday for e psl camp. it was good i must say. i mean, there were sum stuff tt screwed up la, from e debrief like e time management n games. but overall i must say they still do haf e potential =) good going guys! i hope today went fine for them n also tmr too, haha im staying tmr!!

den tehre was this saddening thing. e lit of top students. i eman its scary la... how 12 pters can appear on e list. im really hoping tt e paper was indeed diff.... n not tt they are really not doing wel. if onli i can tell em e importance of starting now....

i feel so tired today.
i felt e tears in my eyes again on e way home today.

mayb its e supressed empotions. or mayb i need a good talk. or mayb a good drink..e feeling of e strong liquid burning e throat. hmm.. alcohol anyone?