week 2 gone.
omg omg omg. 2 more weeks before the mid yrs!!!!

my estimated standing in class now, should be the hmm.. bottom 5? haha. among the 25 of us.

my target : to be the top 10. or rather to get bbcc and a c for gp.
well, its good to have dreams. but this dream seems to be far awayyyyy.

nvm. i dun usually give up, so im gonna work super dupe extra hard for this!!




studying with qh is so fun la. haha today we played 24 using the "cars" postcard in betwen my studying. i think its cos i havent done maths for 2 weeks, or cos i am a SLOW thinker. or mayb he just thinks a lil faster than me laaa. haha but it was v funny. i laughed till my stomach ached so many times.



the p5 camp over past 4 days have been, well to quote sham or adam i cant rmb, "better than the past camp!". haha. great job on e overall guys. so damm proud of u ppl. im impressed and touched by how e psls hanged on, most of them lasting a good 4 days, and the excos and taining comm lasting 5 days!! at e debrief i saw alr how tired they all were. and there were also psls who are sick or lost their voice but the high spirit was still evident- the farewell bridge and salutes. the food cheers and the songs they sang. e debrief on fri was kind of like an assurance to me, that the psls are indeed a bunch of people who have the potential to live the legacy we've left behind, and there's no doubt that they will even outshine us :)
[anyway i took ALOT of fotos.. will upload them when imdone with collaging them]

but i must say there's always room for improvement in every situation, likewise for this p5 camp. we - the seniors have recognised a few areas to work on. but they ain major probs so it shld not b too hard to rid of them! yay.

going back to camp was realy good an experience. after the one term at vj. i mean,, vj is good n fun and everything. temasek mayb half the fun, but definitely twice thrice or many many times more e homely feeling. man i miss temasek. nvm.. i have the alumni camp to look forward to!



oh yar i also went shopping with er e famous four [is tt wad we are called?] on thurs.. after hacing lunch with e 3 girls plus tiefu and anghong. den aft our meal we were running for e bus and smth very very very very suay happened to me. my fone dropped on e road!!!!!!!!



and hong was e onewho shouted to me tt i dropped my fone. first thing tt came to my
mind was.. "which fone?!" cos if its my n70 i sure cry man. heng its e 7260, but not very heng when 3 vechicles went over it! one bus and 2 car. i imme tot of sec 1 o 2 tt time.. when my fone was run over by 14. one run only e whole lcd spoil, e ringer n vibrator also spoil. but guess wad? my lukcy 7260 din die AT ALL. on e bus we did a "phone chec" kinda thing it could still call/sms/call out/vibrate/ring/sms/take foto.haha n even e casing e plastic din crack, just alot of scrathes n my nagivation keypad spoil. so ya i just need to get a new casing n newpad. phew!!



"we only treasure things when they are gone."

this statement got me to think alot..
if there's smth i can change abouthuman beings.. i wish we would all not make e same mistake, not cherishing e ones we love when they were still around. u had 2 chances in fact, yet in e end things still din work out. perhaps wads lost shld be lost for good, so tt mayb u'll treasure it, for good..?

i dunno.

i feel lost.

im afraid of commitment. and the silly four lettter L word that brings ppl to e top of e world and also brings so much tears. im sorry.