hello!

im sooo tired. i am so gonna sleep once i lie on my bed, aft i type this.
i ran 6 rounds today!!!! okie, not exactly 6 rounds, but well i walked n ran 6 rounds, cos stupid me ate n drank alot of drinks b4 going to run. so i had this fuking stich. damm painful. but i continued anyway. but running is still v shuang. e burnt feeling. =) mayb i;ll b addicted to it. mayb its my new way of unwinding.

nth much happened today, ecept for CHINESE ORALS!!! man, like e very very very very very very very very last chi orals of my life [if i dun get retained].
and i panicked!!!!!

it was damm hilarious, and guess wad! yeow choon was my reading partner! we both went to read e passage at e same time. and i was really relaxed. =)
den theere was this sheet of paper with instructions on top. at e left hand corner of e table. so when she said turn over n can red now, i STUPIDLY turned e instructions papers around. and not e passage which was in the nice clear folder on the middle fo the table.

den i saw this clean white side.

den my heart stopped. i tot i was nightmaring.

den she said i shld turn e passage. i was like fuk wad e heck got into me. and i started shaking . oh man oh man. my nerves were like all over runnign around n my heart was so jumpoy!!!!

but i eventually calmed down n read e passage. so many words i dunno how 2 read la. but e convers was better, cos i crap n crap n crap n i refused to let e teacher talk. but i repeated a few pts in other words i think. AND aft e orals i tot of alot mroe better pts to say. DARN.


well nth much. was on a roller coaster ride again.

i am trying really hard at smth. but somehow this time , this seems harder den studying for like 2 papers a day or try to lose weight.
its called letting go.