e class bbq was not too bad. quite alot of ppl turned up. but e food wasnt as good as 4i's. nor e cooks. haha suddenly at some pt in time, i missed e way mk would always be cooking all e nice food n imp n jpoel n all e strong boys would help mi to fan so damm hard to make e fire nice hot n crackling. n i missed e way sim n adirel they all will keep asking for food n more food n more food, like no amt of bbqed food would be enuff to feed them!! haha. n i miss cheryl too, but today she ran out to give me a hug n i returned her e money for her concert.

mommy's in hospital. when daddy msged me today, i felt so small n scared. i rmbed e times when i was young, when she works late n doesnt come home b4 i sleep, den i would start thinking tt she was robbed on her way home or got kidnapped [ cos i totally loved watching those chn 8 drama serials la], and i would cry like some baby. but now, im grown up . im going over to company for tmlafternoon, mayb i will go there n do my work. at least she has some company. i feel very scare actually, would she be able to walk again? i pray very hard, for the best for her. n i really hope nothing happens to her pls..

went for this flag selling thing onsunday with ming, this time we had to sell bears, and there were 3 deisgns i think. as usual, many ppl ig nored us n just walked away, but there were also ppl who were very nice and they bought e bears. there was this fave bear tt i really like, i was hoping for some nice guy to stop n buy it for his girl, but sadly none did. but well, i still envied them alot. it sucks walking around orchard rd seeing so many lovey dovey ppl...

yea anyway i think im going to run for gp soc. ming is right.. i shld just go ahead with wadeva i wan. and ive been considering about wad mr oh told me tt night, i wonder if its going to stretch me beyond my limits. but then again, qh is right,,, shld just try for it. den let my ability determine e rest later on. but am i willing to sacrifice more of my leisure time? n have less time for my frens? a big decision.... but i htink ive already an answer.