hapy birthday singapore! okie this is a bit late, but i hope she has many more glorious years to come, and yup tt future of hers is in our hands! but e firworks kinda suck though. i watched it from kallang mrt. so little n pathetic n miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i neednt watch e parade though, no parades will ever beat e 2002 one , bcos i was in it!!!! =)

but well nat day sure brings back fun n nice warm memories..
2002 when we had our jumble sale n our performance ; bus 8. tag number 362... haha.
2005 when someone made me feel happy again; the failed attempt at e song remixing thing with 4i

haha. all of these came abck to me during e short firewoks show yest.. e fireworks were very evry pretty. n watching them just makes everything else not as important anymore. n of cos, e company was gd too ;) i took a vieo of them actually.. but im too lazy to load it, anyway quality also nt say super gd la. haha... but well, i hope tt next yr would be e same, or better. :) but e beauty of e fireworks din last long. made me realise how short lived happiness can be n how we shld all treasure n cherish it wth all our hearts..

ive actually been on this emotional roller coaster ride e past few days. unhappiness gets to me easily n i am trying very hard to find some lost things back. though it isnt e very way i want it, but i dun wanna lost e precious things in life. i hope i can feel e same again like how i did b4...

im now printing some fotos. it seems to be taking forever. i had to choose 18 out of e many many many i had. i took foots of this yr. a few fotos of chi new yr. oh cheryl n me in camp. of e tj choir concert. of 4i bbq at seoul garden. of e times when e four girls in vj just met. so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 =)

anyway mommy getting better i think. gonna b discharged tml. im really tired this week. spend e time mostly pwing n going to e hosp to company her n studying. alot mroe to catch up, n im not giving up =)

but its really sad at e hospital, to see e ppl around my mom, esp tt lady with diabetes there suffering in pain. to see how her husband is so worried for her. to see how he is stretched so thin, staying in e hosp for 3 nights str n eating so little. n to take on e hea vy responsiblity of looking aft e child n his wife. i pray tt his love for his family will give him enuff strenth to pull thru, i hope tt lady will recover, and i hope tt their family will be much more bonded aft this whole issue.

but e past few days tt ive been there, i saw many things.
i saw people hoping for miracles, hoping for the good.
praying for the better.
and loving their sick spouses.
and support care n concern for the ill member of the family.

e hospital is so full of emotions. but if u sit down n observe the surooundings, there's actually alot in e air despite the silence.

ok im tired.. my 2nd piece of photos almost done. cya!